A.
you know who you are. (heartshape)
Oh well, ace-learning is not letting me do my maths! What more can I do? It's not my fault. And Mdm Wong did teach us how to contact the ace-learning help system or something, but I wasn't paying attention. So I guess it's pretty much my fault after all.
Today is supposed to be "do homework until you die yet still do in hell" day. But what am I doing here? I can't stick to my willpower. Yesterday was doing homework till 12.30am! Ain't I cool? :) Anyway I think I've cleared out quite a lot, but there's still a lot left. And ace-learning isn't really helping me. But it's ok, I know Serina has the printed version of A maths! Shall ask from her next week in CCA. Next week is such a screwed week. 4 days of CCA. What happened to my holiday? It's the GSS now and I didn't even shop once. Surprisingly I wasn't really bothered by it. Actually overall I think I spent the holiday well! -grins.
I forgot what I wanna post about after that emo shit at the end of the post. Ranting sure does makes me feel better. I think this post is super inspirational. I've post from complaining to encouraging and inspiring myself. *laugh. I'm pretty much my own counsellor or something. But it's ok, I'm feeling better now!
Because it's you, you idiot.
You think you understand, but do you? Everything is not as simple as it seems. Stop being so shallow and only look at the surface, there's a whole world underneath that facade. Uncover it and understand it. Is it that much to ask for?
I just want someone to understand me. But somehow, I can't even understand myself. I've been trying to figure it out; but I don't know whether I'm over complicating stuffs, or I've simplified it too much I don't know how to decipher all this shit. Just because my face is always plastered with a smile doesn't mean my whole life is a bed of rose, I just don't want to let you know.
Sometimes you gotta ask. Because I'm sick of telling when no one is interested.
Thank God you two people are in my life. You make me believe :) Being with you makes me forgets everything.
Just go with the flow. It doesn't matter whether you took the long route or the difficult one; you enjoy more scenery, you overcome more difficulties - you become stronger.
I like to think that my life is like a rose, despite all the thorns that might hurt (be it me or others) it's still a beautiful life. And it's my choice, so I will make my life a rose. One with lesser thorns, but still beautiful nonetheless.
I can't differentiate between my persona and my personality anymore. Hell, I don't even know which is which.
p/s. No this is not an emo post.
