Ok I must be mad to be talking to my blog, much less asking for it's forgiveness. Haha, preparing for exams has killed my braincell and decrease my level of intellectual. And I don't have a lot to start with. O:

Anyway, SA1 is so screwed. And it didn't help that my brain only cooperate with me at the last day of the paper, but still guess I must be contend. At least it didn't went on strike for the whole period of exam. So far I'm only confident for history. ONLY. Whee it's my elective subject -.-

Anyway only came here to lessen my feel of guilt.

Dear grades, get well soon.

Oh anyway went to the Kranji War Memorial today. Such a peaceful place. Really, the moment you step inside it's like this feeling of peacefulness and calmness washing over you. And when you speak you'll automatically lower down your volume. And you have a new sense of respect for all those noble people.

It's noble to die for one's country. But it's even more noble to die for other people's countries. That what most of those soldiers are. They are super noble. They're not even Singaporeans yet they gave up their life for us. I wonder how it feels to be on the brink of death everyday. How it feels to die when you have wishes that haven't be fulfilled. When you haven't seek forgiveness from the people you hurt, when you haven't told the guy you love how much he means to you, when you haven't thank your parents for all they did for you..etc. Must be sad to die full of regrets.

There was a quote that really got me thinking.

Deep huh. Only a mere 4 words and it got me thinking. I don't know how to put my thoughts in words. I just think all those soldiers, they are awesome. They have my utmost respect and gratitude.

I wonder what will be engraved on my grave when I died. I hope at least I changed someone's life for the better.

Anyway, there was some very tactless people. How could they fool around and joke about the deaths? Is it funny that someone died? For us? Such a cruel period in our history and they're making a joke out of it. It's not funny that a baby died on the day he/she was born. It's not cool that a baby only had two weeks to live and he/she got killed. There is no need to swear. There are so many people lying in the soil beneath your feet. And you dare to swear and laugh at them? Where are your conscience. You'll get your comeuppance. 人在做，天在看。

I don't know why I get so agitated about it. Perhaps it's because it pissed me off that people's sacrifice are not cherished. Or because so many innocent people died because of some ambitious people who wants to rule the world. It's so screwed up. Just for your one wish, so many people had to die because of it. Does it feel good to build your success at such a high cost? To climb the ladder towards your dreams stepping on all those corpses?

I don't know why, but I get very agitated when it comes to matter of war. It's just so unfair that people had to die such a wronged death.

I hope everyone is at peace.

Peace.